this is the lady with alzheimer’s i take care of and i.
I just got off the phone with the secretary for a Dermatologist. . July 11th i am getting this awful mole chopped off of my chin wooo hoo!! i have been dying to get it off since i was little. i’m so exciting these days, right?
today liam went to work with me. sometimes he is crazy but today he was really good. i love days like this. . he is being so sweet and listening to everything, i love it!
he isn’t totally potty trained yet. we have been working with him a lot on that. he does good but the second you get distracted it’s all over!
yesterday tara and lilly came over. lilly is about two months old now – i think. she is so precious though! i must admit, i kind of have baby fever.. i’m really trying to lose this weight from my last pregnancy before we get pregnant again. we’ll just have to wait and see! i’m really hoping i can lose 50lbs by decemeber. i feel like i’ve been pretty good too! of course, i do have my bad days but i’m trying to get better!! or at least have LESS bad days!
so, next week we will be house sitting and taking care of my boss’ mom. i think one night we are there and yvonne (her mom) and liam are in bed i’m going to make matthew a nice dinner – one that he loves but hasn’t had in awhile! we just need a date night. thankfully we have friends who will watch him for free but i just feel so bad pawning him off to spend time with my husband when we can just wait until he’s in bed!
our friends wes and vanessa told us that they try and go out once a week together without their daughter. i think we might have to do the same thing.. even if we just stayed home and watched a movie together or something. maybe go to vegas every once in awhile
i really want to move to carson city. can’t my husband just find an awesome job so i can stay home with liam and have more babies? and can’t we just drag all of our friends out there with us? i can’t stop thinking about lake tahoe – it is just so beautiful! the apartments out there are the same price as they are here but nicer. some are even fully furnished?! could it get any better than that?
so, i’m wondering if my in-laws are coming out this weekend. i hope they do! we miss them so much! and our nephew.. i just want to kiss him until he turns blue! okay, that might be a little insane but you get the point!
while we were in carson city a couple weeks ago – i had my first drink. it had been three years of being sober. all that time i was so scared i would fall. it actually felt really good. it felt good because now i don’t wonder, worry, crave, or even think about it. i don’t mind drinking every once in awhile now! fancy dinners, special occasions – whatever! it feels so good to say this. i feel like me drinking just made me even stronger. i’m not sure how or why, but i feel stronger.